MY LIPS HURT A LOT! (it's sunburnt!)
noonetoldmeitwasgonnabeTHISpainful... help!

hey,
NO.1- HE'S HOME.
NO.2- LOVE IS IN THE AIR... (2 CASES HERE.)
NO.3- STUDY, STUDY, STUDY.
dothebulletpointslookfamiliar... (it sure rings a bell to me!)

haha, so anyways. here's my short update on the weekend... I'M changing the fomat after this!

Sat.
Headed down to nsc.
Rigged and launched on time.
Raced 4 Races.
Changed roles. I helm, Dan crew. (It was very fun.)
Youth lantern night! (It was cool.)
ANDREW'S PLAYING ONE OF THE SOLDIERS! (amazing huh.)
I'm doing the powepoint slides. (AKA, CLICKER!)
Went for confession..
HOME. (or somewhere near.)
Talked, Interupted, Had fun. (Always and Forever!)
Home!
Phone...
SLEPT for like 6 hours.

Sun.
Church. (PALM SUNDAY/ PASSION GOSPEL.)
Breakfast at Botanic Gardens.
Home to change shirt... CURRY WAS SPILLED ON MY SHIRT!
Rushed to town(ish) area. (FASTEST MODE OF TRANSPORT.)
Pennin to get jersey and poster as SAM'S PRESENT.
Saw faris, sherm or aaron, sara, jov!
Step up 2! (FINALLY... watching it on big screen is even better than watching it from my small laptop screen.)
Met cassie...
DELIFRANCE in the end cos':
WE HAD TO WAIT FOR SO LONG...
WHEN WE FINALLY GOT A TABLE, THIS SUPER KIA SU TYPICAL SINGAPOREANS "KOP" OUR SEATS. (i'm so bloody sure they KNEW we were eyeing that table! HOW inconsiderate and rude!)
Ate lasagna and waffles.
COULD GO FOR ROUND 2!
Headed home.
Chinese SIT DOWN DINNER at the club... (the toilets were so much cooler than the restaraunt!)
Lounge for dessert/ talk.
Home!
Phone call again! (SLEPT AT 1ISH cos' mr CALEB TING SMSED ME AND SAID HI!)

This morning...
I met cassie for a swim.
We had breakfast at botanic gardens.
Did laps...
Climbed up the slide... it was painful cos' the pool guy didn't switch the water thing.
Showered and sat on the steps of the slide in the playground.
Novena, check out shoes/ apparels.
United sqaure, lunch and meet *****.
Home and chilled with cassie and *****.

Gossip Girl is very nice to watch! SERIOUSLY, it beats the oc (AND I LIKE THE OC A LOT!)
My lipbalm is gonna be used up by friday if my lips continue the way it is!
Dunno why, but i'm feeling tired.
STILL TOO LAZY TO TRANSFER PICTURES COS' I HAVE TO OPEN MY OTHER LAPTOP... and it's not anywhere near.

benita.


my new favourite song, is the beating of his heart!


You make me smile in my worst moods,
You tickle me just to hear my laugh,
You touch my ears because i like the feeling,
You play with my hair especially since you know it gets me annoyed,
You say 'baby' to hear my voice echo through the static and replay over again.


Doubt me and i'll prove you wrong,
Tell me what to do and i'll tell you off,
Say i'm not worth it and watch where i end up,
Call me a bitch and i'll show you one,
Screw me over and you're done for life,
Sit back, think twice before you disturb my life.


life is like a million pictures in a
photo album, you can remember it;
but you can never recapture it.


Follow your heart but take
your brain with you.


Life is a beautiful thing.
Don't let bad experiences, misleading thoughts,
or discouraging people get in the way of living your life with happiness.
Life is too valuable to allow these small disruptions shatter your joy.


desidero essere il vostro tutto
(i want to be your everything)


the best kinda of kiss
is the unexpected
unplanned ones
the ones that come naturally
like in the middle of a sentence


love isn't like a reservoir. you'll never
drain it dry. it's much more like a natural
spring. the longer and farther it flows,
the stronger and deeper and clearer it becomes.


HAHA, CASSIE... THIS ONE'S FOR YOU!
I am outspoken, opinionated and determined.
I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!
So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner fame,
try to squash every once of beauty I hold within me..
YOU WON'T SUCCEED!!
And if that makes me a BITCH so be it.
I embrace the title and am PROUD to bear it...
one more...
WANTED:
one boy who will make my dreams come true.
one boy who will love me no matter what i do.
someone that i can hug, who won`t break my heart.
who will know how to treat me right from the start.


WELCOME BACK JESS!
We use our eyes to see, but we're blinded by love
We use our tounge to taste, but we use our lips to kiss.
We use our ears to listen, but we are melted by the ones we adore.
We use our nose to smell, but we only enjoy specific ones.
We use our ability touching to feel, but we may touch others hearts instead.
We use our emotions to understand, but we have the same reasons in blocking our senses.



HAZEL LEE... both of this reminds me of you!
A stranger stabs you in the front
A friend stabs you in the back
A boyfriend stabs you in the heart
A best friend pokes you with a [straw] =)


the kinda thing ERICA would do... COS' it's kinda 'movie-like'.
Love: a wildly misunderstood although highly desirable
malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain,
causes eyes to sparkle, cheeks to glow,
blood pressure to rise and the lips to pucker.


the KINDA thing LORRAINE WILL SAY!
If I'm gonna go down,
I'm gonna do it with style.
You won't hear me surrender,
you won't hear me confess.
Cause you've left me with nothing
but I've worked with less.


TO: christel...
Laugh until your body aches,
cry until you start to shake.
Live like the world is yours to take,
love as though your heart won't break


TO: shoes!
Never bend your head,
always hold it high.
Don't be afraid to look the world
straight in the eye.


you're amazing & kissable.
you're lovable & sweet.
you thrill me every minute & sweep me off my feet.
you're charming & disarming, desirable & true.
you inspire & impress me.
& thats why i love you
& people may never see what I see in you
but that's perfectly fine with me.


perfect would be, cuddled up on the couch,
with you watching movies & you telling me,
that you'll always be there for me.


i lOVE WHEN iN THE MiDDlE
OF OUR KiSS, i CAN FEEl YOU
S M i L i N G =)

   
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
   
   
    
    
   
  
  
   
   
   
  
  

  
  
 

thanks to those who hated me,
you made me a stronger person.
thanks to those who loved me,
you made my heart grow fonder.
thanks to those who envied me,
you made my self-esteem grow stronger.
thanks to those who cared,
you made me feel important.
thanks to those who entered my life,
you made me who i am today.
thanks to those who left,
you showed me that nothing lasts forever.
thanks to those who stayed,
you showed me the true meaning of 
f r i e n d s h i p .

lastly!

best picture i could find... you're welcome!

put aside the fact that this was donkey years ago, but I THINK FABREGAS IS IN CONTROL OF THE BALL RIGHT...

torres.

KAKA...

becks.

CONGRATS SAM... OVERALL CHAMP. (i forgot the individual events that you came in first.)

Hey,
i stumbled upon this few quotes which i HAVE TO AGREE WITH... 

The best boyfriend you'll have doesn't need to be
the best looking, funnest, smartest or richest.
It's the one who will makes you feel,
gorgeous, hilarious and worth a million dollars,
The one that will do anything,
to make sure you know he loves you.


Don't look for the hottest guy,
or the most popular jock,
Look for the guy that makes you feel
like you're acutally worth a second glance,
The one that makes you happy to
be the person you are.
The guy who isn't like all the rest,
but completely different.
Yet that's why you like him
Because he isn't like
Any other guy you've known...
He's just him <3.

highlights!

Friday,
English lesson was like yearbook time. (we were intensely scanning through every single picture!)
Hist was quite fun... (hazel was profuciously planning her scheldue.)
Chem, had test! (Cassie and i were like sharing calculator and correction tape!)
Went out... (Edmund, Abel, Cassie, Hazel, Daniel, Jess, David and I.)
Had fish and co! (IT WAS REALLY GOOD.)
Watched August rush. (went to ralph lauren halfway with hazel.) (Had a great time in the "dark.")
Met shoes, clark, shaun, deb, gareth, christel outside. (MET PAM TOO!)
Walked to paragon for starbucks but it was full (AS USUAL!)
Ended up at taka, delifrance instead. (IT WAS COOL.)
Talked a lot of bullshit there. (ULTIMATE RANDOMNESS AT TIMES.)
Took the mrt.
PRIVATE TIME AFTER THAT... (keep dreaming if you think i'm gonna type it out or tell you.) OK, it depends who.

Sat,
Went MARKETING! (it was so fun... kinda like just paid cash for it, took the bag and went to the next stall... didn't need to chose anything, it was like preordered.)
TRNG!
did core. (Sara, Pris, Cc, Dan, Joel, Peter, Dawn and I!)
Lunch. (Minced meat noodles and roti john plus irrestible SOYA BEAN... just ask pris!)
Sailing. (Wind was so good... i had a great time.)
PRIS SAILED WITH ME AND SHE ASKED ME WHO I WANTED TO SAIL WITH COS' I WAS TELLING HER HOW SHE MADE ME WIRE TO WIRE TACK AND I SAID *****! (it slipped, STOP TEASING ME BOUT' IT...)
PRIS WAS INTENDING TO DUNK ME INTO A MARK! (you are mean and I HAVE QUICK REFLEXES...) nah, i saw that one coming. (I TELL YOU...)
Talked on the phone! (Felt so much better!)
MISSING SOMEONE...

Sunday.
Church! (ATE A LOT OF CHOCOLATE.)
Lunch (subway, wasn't any better.)
Rained... but we launched and storm came.
While waiting for our NEW sails to dry... we PLAYED WHIP ANYONE ON THE TEAM WITH A TOWEL!
Got a lift from sean.
Joel showed me how to get home from bishan.
Ate this big pizza and drank (30cents soya bean!)
Went home and ate (3) BIG cream puffs.
Bro celebrated his bday.
Talked on the phone again.
I miss someone!

ok... picture time again.
Benita.

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i know that you're near the beach as i type this...
but, i miss you so much... you're the only guy that i've felt this way before.


when i tell you that i love you,
I don't say it out of habit,
Or to make convesation,
I say it to remind myself that...
YOU are the best thing that ever happened to me.


she's your basic, average teenage girl,
her hair never goes the way she wants it to,
her room can't stay neat for around a day,
and she's been whining that she misses this one guy who's on a holiday.


I love it when you call me at night,
And when people tell me that you mentioned my name during the day.
I love it when you wrap your arms around me,
And i can hear your heart beat with every breath you take.
It's the little things that you do that gets stuck in my head and replays over and over again.


Did you ever notice that there's always that
one particular line in a certain song that always
stands out in the special way and reminds you of that
one person you're thinking about. 


baby, in case you didn't know...
I wouldn't trade you for the world, not one bit at all.


Do you know that her favourite colour is blue,
or that she can't stand scary movies.
That she can't sleep without a blanket over her legs.
or that she always smiles for no reason when she thinks of you.
Do you know she loves the way you look at her.
OH, and the fact that she's crazy over you.


i love you so much, it'll take the whole length and depth of the ocean,
to give you a rough idea... and that still wouldn't be enough.


here's to the shit we talk, the guys we stalk...
the way we shop, the laughs we can't stop,
the gossip we spill, the looks that could leave you stunned,
we'll stay together all through the years,
and let no stupid thing get in our way.
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OK... THE PERSONAL POST!

first: the song i'm crazy over...

Look inside me again and tell me please if I could breathe again
You’re the air in my lungs and the very thing
I know that I needed
It was hard to be alone, but you showed me the way back home

Someone like you only comes around once in a lifetime
You’re the circle to my square, the apple to my eye
You make me feel alive
It was hard to be alone, but you showed me the way back home

So let me know where I should go
Because my feet won’t seem to move
I’m still outside of your window
And the weather won’t improve.
                                                   the sophomore attempt.

second, comments to ppl.
Cassie: You drive me up the rooftop...
David: I know i got a sunglasses mark!
Triangles are a boys' best shape!
THANK YOU FOR THE SONG.
Christel: 100 times to tell me to send you songs is crazy, 99 TIMES isn't much better!
Hazel: YOUR QUIZ IS OVER THE MOON! what on earth made the randomness get into you?
Jess: Your dance moves can be intepreted...
first we strut... cos' we need to be better than erica.
next comes the bitchy i'm too good for you tilting of head,
then we twirl around cos' we feel as though we haven't soaked up the ambience...
soon, we comb our hair,
thereafter, we stretch our legs... (cos' we realised that the moves are tiring.)
finally we tap the floor and jump up (cos' we realise we spent too much time near the floor)
but not forgetting to do half squats and moving our shoulders in a circular motion cos' you find it helps you when you play racing games on the xbox360.
I SHOULD HAVE GONE TO THE FIELD TO GET DOWN AND DIRTY!
Edmund: OOOH, this is an S.O.S! haha, singing helps you get the girls... not!
Abel: Card games are fun... esp when everyone looks at your cards.
Lorraine: Sean John, Calvin Klein, Donna Karan's fashion line, Valentino, YSL, Ferragamo and Chanel!
Erica: Continue your runway walk... i'm sure you'll be shortlisted to be on youtube's funniest videos of models.

ok, lastly... THE QUIZ FROM CASSIE! word for word...
Name: Benita Chua Jia Hui.
Middlename: Grace. (Cassie just had to add it in.)
Nickname(s): Ben. (i get quite annoyed with these: Bendito, Burrito, Bern.)
Pet's name: Precious. (CASSIE, I TELL YOU...)
Closet friend(s) [Sailing]: Daneilla, Andrew, Pris, Griz, CC, Faris, Jov, Chuan.
Closet friend(s) [SJII, besides ME; Cassie]: The girls... and 2 guys. (self proclaimed title from cassie, why am i not suprised?)
Best Movie in 2008: Step up 2. from this date.
Favourite class in 2008: History. (It was really fun!)
Favourite teacher in 2008: probably, dr underwood.
Cloest guy friend in your life AT THE MOMENT: RIO! (cassie...)
All-time favourite song: currently, the sophomore attempt.
                                  : long time ago, low.
Hottest guy in your life right now [from anywhere]: probably, faris/ sherm/ andrew. (body wise.)
First BF: This guy, we were from the same neighbourhood.
How old were you: 12ish. (casie, why you asking me this... how many time you wanna ask me!)
Location of first date: I forgot... um, an itallian restaurant, the pizza parlour at greenwood, near sebastiens.
Your ideal date: Anything... i don't really mind.
If you had to take 2 people and 3 items to a deserted island, what would they be: The most important guy who gets everyone on their feet and the guy i'm interested in... 1. laptop with internet connection. (order things online... then get fedex to deliver.) 2. my ipod. 3. Food. (cassie, you weren't thinking that i'd take you right, i mean you'll probably make me swim away.)
Merc or BMW: neither, i want the ferrari... haha, BM.
A guy in boards or berms: Boards.
Hickey, Make out, kiss: Make out, cos' that includes kissing too. haha.
Ipod/ phone: my phone cos' it's got both...
Tree/ Pole/ Guy: GUY... (though i'm quite sure hazel will take the TREE option.)
Next phone: Anything that catches my eye.
Dream holiday: I dunno, been to most of the places i wanna go to. um, Probably back to hawaii.
Hate [ppl]: no one... i only dislike.
Loove: Him! (haha, he knows who he is cassie, i don't need to tell you.)
Favourite sports brand: Nike.
Best bodied boy you know: probably faris... he's got 8 pecs and all defined.
Best looking boy i know: no idea. all of them are DECENT.
University you're aiming for: Harvard Law, Princeton, Yale, Cambridge, Oxford, N.U.S.
Green Tea or Mountain Dew: Green Tea... (CASSIE HAD THOSE 2 CANS RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER WHILE SHE WAS DOING THIS!)
Cash or Credit: Credit.
Glasses or Contacts: Contacts... when i can put them in.
Last person you smsed: Rio! (since this is cassie's test, the names should also be in cassies' terms.)
Last person you called: Home. (to open the gate.)
Purple or Pink: Pink.
Currenty listening to: Tonight, FM STATIC.
Dog or Cat: Dog.
Day or Night: NIGHT! (CASSIE... I GET IT!)
Single, Taken, Interested: WHAT KIND OF SENTENCE IS THAT! i'm single but interested in someone. (IS THAT GOOD ENOUGH AN ANSWER FOR YOU!)

TA TA TA DUM... i'm done with this test...

benita.

hey,
quick update...

before i do... this song is STUCK IN MY HEAD!

It’s some weekend night, everyone’s asleep
And now we’re walking home
Our shadows grow underneath the streetlights
‘Til they’re over grown
A perfect end to a perfect night
And I feel so alright

One, He makes me feel not, too much like anything
That’s three times more than I’ve ever felt before.
1 AM and I’m too sucked in
‘Cause it’s three days later
I can’t stop thinking about you.
                                              -3 days later.

Sat,
Went trng.
Pris and CC got me burger king.
Gave Faris a present for his sweet 16... it's PINK!
Wind was really good. (a bit shifty though.)
Did fairly well when we FOCUSED... (last race doesn't count! We overlaid the mark like free... Was singing songs.)
Rushed like the WIND cos' i had to leave early.
Dropped off at Bugis area, had to FIND MY WAY to the mrt... (I HAD NO CLUE WHERE IT WAS.)
Went for a movie with ______. (I HAD A GREAT TIME!)
Had subway cos' we caught a later show.
Watched jumper... (not bad!)
Got my "late" valentine's day present... (I APPRECIATE THE 1 HOUR SHOPPING, thank you!)
WALKED HOME FROM LIDO! (ok, not really... took the bus from newton mrt cos' i was lazy.)
Stood opposite my house TALKING. (have you heard of such things called MOBILE PHONES.)
Went under the tree instead cos' it was SHADY... (SUNLIGHT TOO BRIGHT.)
I HAD THE BEST TIME THAT NIGHT IN THE PAST 2 MONTHS! thank you... it was TOTALLY cool.
Had desert and more chit chat with guests who had dinner in the house.
Ate choco cake, drank wine.

Sun,
Church.
Post-Con class.
Left quite early before class ended cos' we were going visiting... Was going to get my trng bag from the house and we were in the AREA.
Went for trng.
CAPSIZED! was still hooked to trapeze wire and slid forward... Thigh hit the forestay HARD. Couldn't move it for a really long time.
It's badly bruised.
Swapped with pris... she crewed, i sat on the power boat for the last part of trng.
Had family dinner at some Chinese place.

Monday,
Leg hurts.
Skipped P.E while the rest had to do ENDURANCE RUN.
Didn't do touch, went for DEBATE INSTEAD.
United Square... Cassie ate macs.

Tuesday.
Leg hurts even more...
School was normal.
Went to the docs.
GOT A LOT OF MEDS.
Ate macs with cassie.
Daniel comes along.
GO home, piano class...
David, Cassie and i have a 3 way convo...
It ended up being very one sided cos' they STARTED TEASING ME.
CASSIE... stop TA TA TA DUMMMMMMMMMM-ING me!
DAVID, TOTALLY and LOSER SHOULD be BANNED from your VOCAB!
Hazel, your sitting in the tree is about to end... the tree will fall soon!

yepps, that's bout' it!
PICTURE TIME! haha, some are pretty random! haha.
THERE IS ONE FOR MY HELM; Dan, i can't show you my leg cos' you're in school but yepps, now you know how bad it is... I'VE GOT PAIN NUMB-ERS!

benita.


First day visiting...

BRO wearing my SHOES!
 
Andrew and Sherman... they came over on sat...

QQ and Sam... he was over on sat too.

Chuan Yang and Edmund... Playing in between!

Anne Tan...

Debs house.

Went to Bakers Inn with deb and edmund at paragon and when we settled the bill... they gave us this THING as some valentines day thing.

Erica and her doodle.
 
In case AUNTY SHIRLEY comes after me... SEE, i posted the picture! i was eating my burger...

Victoria "SEXY ARM" Tan!

My thigh...

Cassie and I... in the com lab. (note the glasses!)

OK... this isn't working out. MY "L" is the right way... i think!
 
Cassie TRYING to look smart.

Sam...

Sam showing me his new thing... (OK, FINE. IT'S NOT THAT NEW.)

Joel... I had to feed him, spoon by spoon that day!

Leg is nasty... Dan, this is why i'm not trng... was sitting on my shower area trying to APPLY CREAM!

While i was at the docs. THIS WAS ON TOP OF THE CUPBOARD... haha, tofu!

M.C FROM TRNG.

haha, M.C FOR CLIMBING STAIRS.